The blogs weren't private. They were completely down due to circumstances beyond my control. Thanks to all of you that have offered support. I'm so grateful for all of you. Honestly y'all have been more supportive than a lot of my IRL friends.
J has been struggling for the last couple of months and understandably so. Understanding doesn't make it easier though. We've been back at RAD 101. I'm scared to type this but I think she may have turned a corner. So picture me doing the soundless jumping up and down and mouthing "yay!"
We've been trying to go out to capture life outside of our chaos. Trying to find joy and beauty again. Thank you, Diana, for "making" me. :)